Sunday, January 12, 2014

Dear Brielle 07/12/14

Brielle, 

Every day you wake me up! There are very few occations where that is reverse, and everyday I make sure to feed you and change you and kiss you and give you lots of smiles after the long night of sleep! Every morning I wake up thinking the same thing... How is it possible that my daughter is as beautiful as you! It really is mind blowing that you expell with all you have the most beauty I have ever seen! You are going like no other and that saddens me for only a moment and then it is replaced with the fact I am so blessed to see you grow! I hope now to teach you how to be a lovely, kind young women. Someone that even I can look up to a daughter of God and friend to all! This life gets difficult at times and you will fill overwhelmed by the world. You will feel it try to suck you down in its ways but you my love are stronger than that! You have more to do in this life then to buy into the promises of this world! If you bring good into the world you will see that in return good will indeed surround you! 

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Christmas season

This Christmas is by far the best Christmas my heart has yet to experience! Brielle Elaine is easily the greatest gift to ever be had! At the moment Brielle is in my arms and I am rejoicing with so much cheer for the fact that I am this babes mother! I never thought having a daughter would be like this! All the love all the time all worried everything! I love with all my heart sometimes I swear my body will burst with love for her! All my time is set for her! I wake in the morning to see that happy, beautiful face and I dream at night of this sweet angelic mine! All my time is hers and I feel privileged to have a mind full of her! All my worries are for her! I have so much I wish I could protect this perfect baby from! I sometimes find myself late at night when she has gone to bed and looks so peaceful that I could just preserve this moment for ever! That she could lie asleep in my arms and that nothing could break this perfect moment in our lives! My greatest happiness come from her and however much I desire to keep her young  and my little baby I know she to deserves someday to have a child of her own and experience the joy I feel now!