Mom problems

The last couple mornings I have woken up completely exhausted! I guess these night time feeding have gotten to me! Being a mom is some of the hardest work I've done in my life! I keep telling Brennan I just want to have a whole night of sleep! Then I realized that's say I want that but I don't! Nothing is better then waking up to the little noises and movements in my bed of Brielle ready for her feeding! Nothing is better than having her stuggled up beside me and feeling her every breath and movement. Nothing's is better than being her mom and one day I'm going to be wishing for these days back because like I said nothing is better!