Late nights

Sometimes at 3am when the world is so quiet and its just you and me up my love I hear your sweet breath and I see your soft face and I believe I'm in heaven! You are sound asleep next to me and your daddy is next to you and I truly believe this is heaven! You are perfect in every way with your sweet cheeks and you adorable nose and like I said I believe I'm in heaven! Life is so unreal with you in it! I'm your biggest fan your greatest admirer and ill always be your closest friend! I want nothing but the best for you and I realize success comes with its own set of failures but you are beautiful and bright and full of so much light that you will succeed! When I was younger before I met your daddy I wondered what my life would be like! Who your daddy would be and what you my angel would be and I cannot tell you how wonderful you are! As you are sleeping next beside me I realize who I am, who I want to be and how amazingly blessed I am with your love! 

Something funny

08/23/13

So Brielle loves to eat! She would eat all day every second if she could! I strictly only feed her breast milk and she is the pickiest baby about it! She will latch on only to fall off a million times if I'm not sitting in the perfect position she likes. Also if she falls off she has taken to hitting me with her arm to get my attention to help her back on! It's the funniest thing I have ever seen! Not to mention she will no longer sleep in her own bed... Nope she has to sleep on me! When she does sleep on me she will sleep for 6 to 7 hours its a miracle! She has lots of personality that's for sure and she is only 4 weeks today! 

Brielle and her sleeping habits

08/22/13

 

Tonight Brielle you just wanted to sleep on mommy! So I let you! We cuddled all night and I loved every moment of it! Every time I tried to move you, you let out a good little scream like Sony you dare put me in my own bed! I wouldn't dream of upsetting you. A mother's job is to keep her little ones happy and to teach them how to be good people! I know with you I will do both! You are the sweetest baby! The best thing about you is you only want me most of the time! Makes mommy feel so good:) we are going to be best friends! And I will always remember these sweet moments when we cuddled all night and the world seemed to stop for just a moment to let me be with you! 

You can't get any more perfect... This I am positive about!! 

My little Elle

It's pretty amazing how Brielle and I have become quite the best friends! She depends on me and I depend on her! Some would think she depends on me more than I depend on her but they would be wrong! Although she may depend on me for her next meal or to make sure she is nice and clean, one day she will be self efficient because well, I will teach her to be. You don't have children to keep them locked up in your care forever, however as a parent that will always be a tempting thought. Considering the world seems to harsh for the precious baby you love so much. But when raising a child you hope they become successful and bring light to others. For Brielle I hope she find happiness in whatever that may be and that she makes this world a better place. My job is to love her and to teach her how to love others! She is only 2 weeks old and our little world together is so small for now but I know she will grow and as she does she will have many new opportunities in her life and as much as I want to keep her at 7lbs wrapped in my arms I know that is not where her happiness will lie, and as a parent it's no longer about your own personal happiness but all about my sweet children's' and the funny thing is as your children are happy, in exchange you as a parent could not be happier to see them have so much joy! I am so blessed and so overjoyed to be this perfect Angels mother! Nothing in my life has meant more to me! She really is my sunshine and I cannot believe The Lord trust me enough with such a beautiful creation as her! I promise you Brielle I will always do the best I can at being your mom! On another note Brielle had her first bath the other day. She pretty much lives bath time. Can you tell by her face?!

I love this girl with all that I am!! 

Blessing day 09/20/13

Little girl today was your blessing day and you were soo adorable!! I had the cutest little dress for you and headband to match!! The Friday before your blessing I has your ears pierced and grandma L gave you the sweetest bracelet.you even wore a necklace from grandma N that was a little gold heart shape necklace that all her kids wore on their blessing day even your daddy! Oh let's talk about your daddy! You have one special amazing dad who loves loves loves you! He gave you such a sweet blessing from our father in heaven! I can't believe in 6 days you will be 3 months! Sometimes when you are sleeping and I'm cuddling you so close I just pray you won't get to bug to soon and I try to capture this very picture of you in my mind forever! There has never been a greater blessing than you ever in my life! I'm beyond blessed to have you as my daughter! If you can't tell mommy loves to dress you up with sparkles and bows but those things are just fun they aren't important! What is important is that you know no one in this world loves you more than your mommy and you daddy!! 

You were born to do amazing things! This I know without a doubt!